Im standing at the door
my luggage on the floor
got our picture in my left hand
can't seem to understand
it doesn't feel like mine
should i leave it behind?
but hell- we look so fine
the thought could be wrong
like the others i believed for so long
i stare you in the eye
silently mouthing why..
why you allowed me to think...
i though
we were a love story to be jealous of
now i see you were in disguise
the death of our indifference as sacrifice
we could have been love story to be jealous of.
you're the writer
i was the prescript
you've started your chapter
isn't it funny how you can't express yourself
yet your book is on the top shelf
take all the credit
i won't regret it think you need it more than i do
this thought could be wrong though
like the others i believed for so long
i've hardly blinked i've heard the news
i need my shrink...
or a big box of tissues.
go on
steal my ideas
make them all stare with awe
you two look perfect
i hope she is worth it
because i thought-
NO- i know i was worth it!