Death wish

by Kelwin lost in thought   Feb 16, 2013


I have a death wish
I wish I could die
finally be happy
but somethings keeping me here
my guardian angels
or demons
all I wish for is death
a end to it all
to the pain
the misery
the hate
the sadness
everything
I just want it all to end
so another life can begin
just one bullet
thru my brain
just one more pill
to numb me forever
all I need is a savor
to take me away
to the place I belong
to the place I crave
is it wrong to have this wish
cause I have been so strong
for far to long

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  • 8 years ago

    by Belle

    I think the people who go through tons of evil stuff and live to survive are the real heroes. It takes a lot to put on a smile every day and whisper lies in the form of "I'm fine." I know it's hard, I know that sometimes the world seems so ugly and mean that you want to end it to go to a better place. But, I also know there is good in the world worth finding. Good in the world worth giving. And sometimes the most tortured souls are the ones who have the most good to give. So keep fighting hero. One day you will find the beauty and peace you are looking for. But I can promise you this. There is nothing beautiful about suicide.

  • 10 years ago

    by meliLOVE

    I know exactly what you mean. Very sad poem, but very well written.

  • 10 years ago

    by Cara

    I think dat way all the time.... beautiful

  • 11 years ago

    by Bilquis

    This poem so much reflects how I feel myself...thanks for sharing!

  • 11 years ago

    by Sidh Swabhav

    Once Lord Buddha was passing through a forest with his disciples. Then they passed by a river. After sometime, Buddha felt thirsty and asked his disciple Ananda to fetch water from the river which they had passed. But when Ananda went there he saw that the shallow water was very dirty as a bullock-cart had passed across that river. He tried to clear the water but the water became even more dirty. So he returned without water. Then after walking a short distance Buddha again sent him to fetch water. But this time too Ananda returned without water. Then after covering a short distance Buddha sent him again. This time(3rd time) Ananda sat near the river and waited. After sometime the water became clear. He brought some water and gave it to Buddha and touched His feet. He understood what Buddha wanted to teach him. He understood that things become normal as the time passes. Sometimes our all decisions and efforts make things even worse. So we should wait. Do remember a line, "THIS TOO WILL PASS"

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