Why did this have to happen to us?
we didnt deserve it.
why did i even have to be your friend?
why did i have to trust you?
because you got me more then anyone.
why did we have to have a 3 year age gap?
if i was 20 and u 23 no one would say anything.
why did they make up out to be inappropriate?
you were my tutor and friend.
NOT my boyfriend.
i miss you more then i could have ever miss anyone.
i do things now that you would love.
i dont want to let you go.
i dont want to forget you.
i dont want you to forget me.
i dont want you to be angry
i want you to love me.
i want to see you one last time
i want to hear your voice one last time.
i want the "fishy i miss you texts" on my phone again.
i want to read "i love you and you are always my fishy" one last time. i want them to realize you are a good friend.
i want you to feel everything im feeling.
