My Suicide
I attached a rope to the fan last night
I did what I thought was right
I wrote a letter and put it on my bed
And I wondered if it would stay in your head
I knelt down and began to pray
I prayed I wouldn't see another day
I prayed that God would forget this sin
And remember how good I had been
I prayed that people would now see
See what there words did to me
Tears feel from my eyes
Hoping no one would here my cries
I slipped my head through the knotted rope
Hoping that everyone could cope
I kicked away the chair under me
Suddenly I saw my life and what i could be
I realized this this was a mistake
My life is something I shouldn't take
But then I knew it was to late
The darkness was like a blank slate
My last breath came
And I knew this would only bring shame
In my head
I knew I was almost dead
Then I passed away
I wouldn't see another day
The last thing that went through my head
Is that I shouldn't be dead
