Suicide Note

Stab my heart
And hope to die
Poke a needle in my eye
Bleed just enough
To know you're alive
Cause if they saw one tear
It'd be all over my dear
The scorn in their eyes
No you don't have enough time
Run run as fast as you can
You can't catch me
For I'm already dead
My suicide note
Found upon my bed
And the gun lay
In my open hand
One bullet to the head
Soon I was on the floor
Pouring red
My body was stiff and cold
I was a girl
Who never did what she was told
I was the one
Who knew her fate
I told myself every single night,
"Hold on, just one more day, just wait."
I did my waiting,
Fifteen years of it
That's when I decided to end it
Over and over
The thoughts ran through my mind
Over and over my heart grew dead
And lonely inside
One, two, three, four
Somebody's knocking at your bedroom door
Five, six, seven, eight
Couldn't you've put the gun down and wait?
Nine, ten
He opened the door and walked in
Tears streamed down his face...
He whispered slowly,"What a pity, what a waste..."
Finally everything just had to end.