Losing my mind

I'm so lost right now,
Not sure what to do,
All I think about is us,
All I think about is you...

I'm not sure if it should end,
I'm not sure if I should give up,
I'm not sure if its worth it,
My minds completely stuck.

I wake up every morning,
Feeling this guilt inside,
Realizing nothing is okay,
Has this relationship died?

I go through with my day,
With so many thoughts in my heAd,
Replaying that night over,
Then suddenly going to bed.

Then my day starts once again,
And repeats itself over,
Building up more emotions,
There will never be a disclosure.

What am I supposed to do,
What else can I do really...
So sick of asking questions,
I just wish someone would answer me.

My mind is exhausted,
And my anxiety gets worse,
I'm just so depressed,
I'm literally about to burst.

I feel completely alone,
Anything anyone says doesn't help,
Words go in then out my ears,
This much pain I've never felt.

My love for you is strong,
My love for you is not dying,
My love for you won't go away,
And that's why I can't stop crying.

I need to end this now,
Need to give up on my words,
Because its just bringing me down,
Instead of bringing me upwards.