Living in a shattered world I sit here feeling like a character from Alice in wonderland. Confused and lost, damaged beyond all belief. I lay a broken frame hollow and alone, with pupils taking over the color of my eyes,body shaking,my mind in a daze. Burdened by life and fear of what I have become. Like a milk carton I appear strong and great on the outside just a bit banged up but on the inside I'm as rotten as it gets once I'm opened up It will make you sick to discover what's inside this seemingly perfect shell.
I Long for sunshine but I built walls of stone to surround my pretty little damaged mind and trapped myself in this dark trench. With my face to the floor I begin pouring tears the blackest of red,arm going numb, body growing cold. Here I wait for the rest of my disgraceful life too slowly unfold.
