I feel so very empty,
I feel so very alone,
I chew nervously On my cold bottom lip
My pupils have consumed the light of my eyes
blurred my world so it seems
arms bruised,feeling used
But I just smile as if I'm amused.
blood stained sheets,torn flesh, silence left at its best.
numb scars,feeling too far lost, blood pumping through a small single heart.
If that heart were to stop,
Were to give up and run,
There is no hope,
The deed would be done.
Just like the heart a person can die.
Though there are many ways that a person may try,
The worse way to go is dying inside.
What is the pain to the numb?
Triggering blood to flow and to come,
It makes no sense, bleeding to realize you can still feel,
Its like ending a story that never began.
comatose release.
Lost..
I am here,
But I can't see you,
someone says I'm numb,
That I can't hear you,
but They are wrong...sometimes I can.
I see the tears
Roll down your face,
I want to wipe
Them all away.
But I am stuck
Inside this body,
It's like a dream,
But it's not ending.
I feel your touch...sometimes.
Your gentle kiss,
It's what keeps
Me holding on.
I know your hope
is fading quickly,
your voice is shaking.
"I love you,
Please stay with me"
I never wanted to hurt you,
Your hand's in mine,like a fire against ice melting me.
Don't be afraid my love,hold me close.
One day I'll wake up, one day I will be ok
You'll see, one day you wont have to save me from thee.
one day I will feel again and be happy.
for now it's just you,me and comatose.