The days pass me by. The nights drag on. The hours spent alone are far to long. I reach out for help but I'm pushed away. My thoughts are endless and I wonder if there is even a reason left to stay. The leaves change and the colors are gone, I sit and ponder on what went wrong. Why did you leave. What have I done. Is it my fault. And am I the reason you chose to turn and run. Why must everyone leave me here alone with this hurt and pain. Is there really any happiness for me to ever gain. My mind is deteriorating I'm falling apart inside. Did she even here me before she died. The seasons change from winter,and fall but still no answer from you when I call. you let me go, you left me. Was there ever a reason to be. I reached out but you pushed me away. I guess you never wanted me to stay. My body has grown tired and I'm to weak to eat. Walking around but not on my feet. A hollow shell of a girl who use to be happy and fun was pushed away and abandoned until she started to come undone. Now everyone wonders where she has gone they all say they miss her and wonder what went wrong but they will all forget again before long. A whisper in the wind,a shadow on the wall why was she left to drown when all it would have taken was that one call. Why was she left alone all this time to handle her pain, why was she left to drown in the rain.
Pushed aside she went to hide and that same night the rest of her died.
