You always said you loved my smile but you never stayed when it left my face.
You were the cause of my smile being turned to grey. And then there was him. He was kind and wise and he said he loved me forever and he would stay, not matter what.
It's funny how one bad decission made by somebody else effected me future with him. One drink. On second later and he would still be here.
He is still here. I just wish he could be here in more ways then in the wind in my curtains on a hot summer day. More then just the clouds in the sky after a strom passed. More then the love of my life that always will be no matter what.
