I'm struggling in my relationship with you
I'm not afraid to speak the plain truth.
I am lost and confused.
I don't know which way to turn.
Some say you love of unforgivable, unlovable.
But I keep on making the same mistakes.
Over and over again, how could you cherish one such as me?
I've never felt you touch,
I've never heard your voice.
But I know you are up there
Seeing what I've done.
How many times I've screwed up.
I cry and I cry, ashamed of the person I've become.
Is that who really am inside?
Do I even have a purpose?
Because I have no idea what is.
What do I have to give up?
What must I do?
To feel the love some many speak of with great joy.
Am I incapable of such a thing?
Cause it feels that way.
I try and I try to no avail
I read the bible, go to church.
What is there left to do?
I'm lost Lord,
please come find me.
