Have Faith in Me

I promised so many past loves
That I'd never let them go
Yet they slipped through my bloodied hands
And this abandonment shan't ever leave, it hurts more than they know
My skin feeling like thin strands
Upon my arms and legs
I know I should stop, and I have,
But who can I beg
To have faith in me?
I promise again, but to whom?
My goddess hears my wordless screams
As they all merely assume
I dropped and killed all that I held
My sorrow filled tears scar my face
I don't belong in this deception filled world
I know this, but there has to be someone
Who will have faith in me...
Or should I forever come undone?