The day I finally let you go, beautiful rose,
My sky rained down all around me
That of which you and I claimed as our own
For it appears that you have become the star I freed
From the moon's divine and lovely grasp
Though I await there, like I promised,
I know you loved me yet chose he of tamer waters, a fiery crash,
I'm spiraling again, I'm forever falling.
One of my dearest friends told me this very day
That you were so brokenhearted when you left
Then why, beautiful rose, did you throw our exquisite love and flower away
While you hid all the tears you wept?
What hurts the most as I am forever falling
Are all the promises we dreamt up
When you held my hand, now you're crawling
Away from the very hand you kissed and blessed with hope.
I beg of you, if I open my hand
Do not hurt me, I cannot take another betrayal
From you, I do not wish to hate my choices again
Can you not feel that I am frozen, and my ice covered heart unravel
I turned my cheek to you
As I wished your existence from my life
To disperse and let my love become true
For someone other than a heartache past, a bloody, despair drenched knife.
Love me again might you, please don't
I can't bear to love you once again
Only if the stars rain down, they won't,
Will you stop me from forever falling.
Beckon to me, beautiful rose,
My heart will start erratically beating
And it will beat for you alone
While all rationality retreats.
I believed you to be a dream
Meant to do nothing
Besides taunt and haunt me
Teasing and using my love for something
So cruel, to awaken the slumbering heart
I kept locked and chained
Within the confines of my chest, set apart
From my mind so as to not confuse and strain.
Darling, beautiful rose, our cherry blossom withered and died
In my tear drenched grasp
As I poured out all my love and soul as I cried
And was eternally trapped.
I thought I'd let you go,
I thought I'd muted your insistent calling
Though I knew I continued to love you so
And from our sky, I remain forever falling.
