Rant

I'm so happy
happy that I hate you.
I was shattered
when we were whole.
Lost when all was found.
Now that it's gone
I've found myself.
Underneath the muck
that was our relation I lay.
Suffocated by your wants,
your needs, your endless insecurities.
Being paraded around
become a second job.
Smile and listen.
Give handshakes and make conversation.
You wanted so much
yet I got so little.
Expressing fears and doubts
was never an option.
So thank God
it ended when it did.
That is why
I'm happy to hate you.