I can't placate my desires
They're jealous of all the smiles
That have graced your face
Since we parted ways
I hate so much for you to not live in my utter disdain
I wanted to get passed this
Realise I'm so much more
But I just run in circles
The same song on repeat
The dictator of my mood
Pushing me further and further
From the life I want to impose
Here, I never
And here, I would never
Here, I never
And here, I would never
But I stay to spite me
To fight day and nightly
To compose and pity
Read over and over
The reasons I lack
Write over and over
The man I am