Crushed dreams

I'm staring blankly at the sky
I'm looking up and wondering why
Why do I have to be here
Alone and full of fear
The cold wind chills me
As i think of who i want to be
The impossible dreams
And the unthinkable things
No matter how hard they are i try
But in the end i always cry
I cant be who i want to
I cant always see things through
I'm always alone in everything
I'm attached to this life with a thin string
When ever i fail
Inside i feel like a storm of hail
My dreams are to hard
Every time i try i end up scared
I always end up back where i had to start
Everyone knows I'm not the one who is smart
No matter how big my dreams
I never let anyone hear my screams
I want to be someone who is there for any and all
And who cant ever fall
But i cant be who i want to be
I'm not someone people want to see
Up to now i always believed
That i would never be deceived
But now i know
That it was all just a show
My hopes are crushed
My dreams got mushed
I can no longer think to what might happen
All i believe in people will dampen
I have nothing to look forward to
I'm left here to think all of this through
All i know now
Is that no way no how
Will i ever be someone