This one does mention God/faith in one or two lines, so if you don't like to read about that, I suggest you move on...
Some days...
My heart grows heavy...
With all the hurt and pain that lies within...
Most days I end up holding the tears back...
If only because I cannot allow myself to cry...
In such a world that doesn't care about me...
Doesn't want to see that side of me...
Doesn't want to see the fact that I can cry...
Still, there are days when...
It gets so overwhelming that the tears spill out...
There's just no stopping them...
No matter what I do...
The emotions behind the tears...
Each are so different from one another...
It gets hard to identify each raw emotion as they come up...
All I know is that they are so overwhelming....
That I lose control... and cry...
Right now I lack the strength...
To carry on...
To Face the realities of my life...
IT simply hurts too much to make it through another day...
Everything has gotten so messed up in my life...
I don't know how -or where- to begin to fix it...
It's not easy to see and believe...
That you are right there with me, Lord...
That all I have to do is call on you...
When I need your help...
It's hard enough admitting that my world....
Has been hard to keep together...
How am I supposed to ask for help...
When I don't know the words to describe what's wrong?
