Hope is futile.

The veil of emptiness
Has petrified all emotion
Beginning to make me blind
Causing my heart's erosion
Disabled to express feeling
I'm unable to see a positive place
Or seek interest into anything
Enclosed securely in my case
I have drained myself from reality
My soul has been stripped of smiles
My motivation is ripped out of me
I'm aching as if I ran miles
Suffocating on the brink of insanity
I can't even demonstrate concern
For the people I thought I loved
Deep down here I do yearn
For the past one I once was
I wish to be that one again
Even if it was fake or unrealistic
I was still able to grin
How can I repair?
I'm torn in pieces and broken
I'm longing for a silver key
Or maybe a gleaming token
All I want is blissfulness
To return to my wrecked home
Cause I'm lost in despair
Through this rugged garbage I roam
But there isn't a path to escape
It's futile. There's not a thing I can do
But to aimlessly pace in the thicket
Cause wishes don't come true.