Kelwin, calm down! Ok?

You're jumping to conclusions. Once she is gone for a prolonged period of time then you should worry.. ok?

You're freaking yourself out with all of this and you really need to sit your ass down and calm down. Take a break.
Look at the positives.

Maybe she is busy with something.

JUST RELAX

Collect your thoughts if you find out the inevitable happens.

OK?

You're not allowed to give up.

Kelwin, calm down! maybe you are taking this to the extreme! Do not give up yet. I am sorry you are going through a rough time, but, think about this before you do anything stupid

KELWINNNNNNN, bro, I love you , don't do this to yourslef, you deserve the best, please don't take your life, please don't give up, I'm crying here Kelwin, please, rememeber that so many people care about you and I love you!!!!

Whatever caused this, according to other comments you are over reacting. To me I think its good you wrote this, get the pain out of your system or tame it just a bit. Thats one of the uses for poetry. Don't worry though, things will be alright, they have to be until they are no dying. (Dead bodies smell really bad :p )