Sometimes

Sometimes i wish it was me instead of you.
You had your life planned out and for me ive never knew.
God took you away yet not a single clue, left me feeling sad, my heart deoxygenated blue.
I dream about you but its not the same, we're in the same place on different levels, within one game.
I want to see you but this, impossibly insane, you are the eagle in the skies, and you are the sprinkling rain.
The silence is my comfort, no words to explain my pain for you. This heaven you have reached, but ill never know with the slightest clue.