Can you please just stop.
No, seriously.
Don't start to smirk.
I know how desperate i sound.
I never should have seeked you out.
But i need to know.
And i need to hear.
I don't care if it's.
Too much to bear.
I deserve the truth.
No more no less.
What you took you can never give back.
But something more than a lie.
Would definitely be nice.
When you told me you loved me.
Was it ever real.
When you held me at night.
Were you wishing it was the ropes.
Not you.
When you kissed me.
Were you picturing a whip.
Not your lips.
And if all of it was real.
And everything was true.
Then why didn't you understand.
When i fell out of love with you.
For, "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."
If all of that is true, then you never loved me at all.
And i was the only one to love you.
So why did you lie..
