My dead superhero

My heart already broken,

My feelings already dead,

My brain already not working well,

And my mind was almost dead.

The pain was there,

Very present, very agonizing,

You knew about it,

Even though you just stood there.

You broke me even more,

When you betrayed me for her,

You crushed me with your words,

And you left me completely alone.

In your innocent voice you said,

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you,

And I answered you calmy,

It's fine, I'll get over it.

Today I am here to tell you,

That I really needed you,

You were supposed to be my savior,

But I never saw you try to help me.

A year later exactly,

I am here to tell you immediatly,

It is not fine,

It is not okay.

I don't forgive you,

For all that you did,

Because of you,

I still have scars on my heart today.

Because of you,

I drowned in depression,

I drew pictures with a knife on my skin,

And I thought about death for countless days.

I am not going to say it is okay anymore,

I am not going to tell you that I forgave you long ago,

I am going to tell you that I now hate you,

Because when you could've done something,

My superhero was never there.