I know this is deep, and I am sure that Momma P does not want you to feel guilty, just grieve your way...I hate seeing this pain your in, its heartbreaking, you need to write, so do...and just breathe and take time to cry...you're a beautiful soul... Hugs you
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My heart is with you Andrea and I am truly saddened when reading this... I know I can't begin to imagine the pain and depth of these emotions, just take it day by day. I will keep your mother in my thoughts constantly, and I believe watching someone so close w/ such a bond is the hardest to thing to do when they are suffering....and I'm truly sorry this has to happen. You have strength, don't feel like you're weak for writing what you did or thinking how you feel.... I think suffering brings out a person's love to the fullest, I've seen relatives in physical pain but not someone as genuine as my best friend, which is my mother. You penned such a raw write and I hope you do not feel guilty, you are allowed to cry and grieve.....you and her are both beautiful souls as Tara said. We're all here for you and I hope the time she has left becomes filled with peace and gentleness, less pain. Take care <3