Your best

Don't wanna be sitting here in the dark thinking about you
Knowing that you couldn't spare me a moment of consideration
before you made another decision that would affect us all
All those years now is reduced to small moments
can't remember the details
I know there was good to
but i can't see it
cant remember it.
Can't move past the nights of panic
of paranoia
the disapointment
the betrayal
the weight of lies that you were were free of
but we all had to carry for you
I know there was days in the sun
secret handshakes
and secrets shared
but i could never keep your secrets
they were too dark
too heavy
if only you could have learned right from wrong
If you could have see the damage
Maybe we could be standing on the same side
but Now
we are forever changed
We didn't want it to be like this
we didn't choose it
But maybe it wasn't your fault either
Maybe its just our story
we don't get to decide
we're all on an invisible road
all just trying to to do our best
Maybe this is your best