Its not your fault nor is it not mines to even take the blame,
it was in fact my heart that wanted to be tamed.
I don't blame myself for loving you not one bit,
in fact I got the opportunity of loving and I took it
.
Should be cursing and in fact in ma bed crying over you ,
but I promise myself if this were to happen
I will not sacrifice myself to blues.
Guess I got trick and I am willing to subdue ma cries ,
though my smiles has gone to a thousand mile.
I really do love you but you didn't feel the same,every day there's a new lesson learn for me to retain.....
For in heart it hurts...it pains to know you didn't care,
but who gave you the right to talk to me like that...
I tell you its not fair.
I promise myself to stop flirt because of you...sighs... wanted for us to work,but this is the penalty for stopping,
the end result is HURT.
Who was I kidding to think I had a chance with you...being myself only and always will cause myself anguish and use.
You didn't had to rub it in ma face like you did,I knew you had your girl from the start,but you promise the fool you'll never break her heart.
Sighs...taking in deep breathe of fresh air,trying to repair a heart that you tear,wish you all the best and it was nice knowing you....
A valuable lesson written by Liana ,the girl who you made even stronger!!!
