I think about how we shared some drinks and spent some time,
How I want that moment back once more I try to turn back the hands of time.
It makes it difficult not knowing what you think when we see each other and how you truly feel,
I think about you often and what we shared and beg for it again as I close my eyes and kneel.
The taste of your lips and holding you close make me strive for your desire,
The way you smile when I'm with you and your beauty is what I admire.
I know this is silly to be writing this because you probably don't have any feelings the way I do,
But I speak them anyways hoping you do in the hopes that you will hear me in your thoughts and dreams and what I hope for comes true.
I know what I did was wrong and I messed up bad,
But to be honest I enjoyed it with you and even though it was one night it was some of the best memories I ever had.
One day I hope to work up the courage to tell you the words I have to say,
Just so this weight is off my shoulders and you know what I mean, so this craziness in my head goes away.
I sit alone at times quiet thinking how I'd rather be with you,
And without a doubt not care about the trouble I'd have to go through.
Maybe it's just me thinking to hard about it and I am making myself go insane,
But I just have to know, I just have to hear it from you so I can ease this troubled pain.
This internal fire inside of me grows from a small kindle to a roaring flame,
I write and say these words to you in the hopes that in some way you feel the same.
