The Little Things

Thoughts.
Little things that can consume you.
That can take you over in just a second.
Little demons and angels that are constantly fighting for your feelings.
What are we to do when we can no longer control them?
When they get loose in our minds and just run around.
Laying in bed and you are most vulnerable.
Not being able to control what happens.
The little things like this can compleatly overcome you and slowly consume everything that is you.
Your mind, your body, and your soul.
And there is nothing you can do about it.
So you just lay there wishing.
Wishing there was someway you could cry loud enough for not everyone but just someone to hear.
Someone who would care enough to help.
So you try.
You try as hard as you can to be heard.
But sadly...nothing..
No one responds when you need them the most.
It seems like no one cares.
So you just lay there and let it cover you.
You let it cover you in the feelings that you have been running from for so long.
The ones you try and try to avoid but no matter what..
They always catch up with you.
And when they do..
It's like a thousand things flood you at once.
Drowing with no way to escape.
No way or release.
You feel like this will be it.
Like the devil has beat the angel and has won your soul.
Nothing to be done.
Nothing to stop it.
So you just let it happen.
You give up because you are tired of fighting.
But when you wake up in the morning and get around people.
You act like nothing happened because you don't want them to know..
You don't want them to know what has finally consumed all of you.