Pain Is My Reason

Pain is the reason i try less and less.
pain is the reason i cant keep a stable relationship.
pain is the reason im misunderstood.
pain is the reason i write poetry.
pain is the reason i never open up.
pain is the reason that my heart is broken now.
pain is the reason i cry when im alone.
pain is the reason i workout until my body aches.
pain is the reason i cant look any of the people ive hurt over the years in the face.
pain is the reason my life is what it is.
pain is the reason i punch the wall when im alone.
pain is the reason i act heartless at times.
pain is the only thing i feel these days.