Today is another one of them days,
I woke up this morning
I looked at my self
In the mirror again
thinking I wish I could be thinner
I looked bigger in the mirror
I thought to my self Oh my gosh,
I need to stop stuffing my gob,
All the pizzas and all the cakes,
Pile the pounds on each and every day,
I then step onto the scales,
I feel like a big whale,
Sixty pounds I needed to loose,
I don't even fit in my shoes,
Holding back the tears in side,
Wishing I could be a thinner size,
All I want is to wear a dress
But my weight makes me depressed,
All I want to do is eat
cakes and chocolates they are so sweet,
Seeing all the skinny girls
Makes me feel ashamed,
I shouldn't always call them names,
What is a woman to do,
When I have no confidence,
My weight just goes up and down
I can only blame my self,
I just want to hide and never to be seen,
I can only wear very large clothes,
I don't want my body to be exposed,
For I feel I would scare people of,
My skinny side just feels lost.