Dear Mom

Dear Mom,

I'm sorry for all the pain you went through,
And I'm sorry that I couldn't be there for you.
I wish I could have been there more for you like I wanted,
I feel so lost at times and don't know the direction I need to go.
I get mad inside because your gone and were the only parent who cared,

I actually said I wished it were him in the ground and not you and wish your life could have been spared.
God blessed you and gave me life and I'm eternally grateful to to have a mother like you,
Especially when you were told you couldn't have children, it's a dream come true.
I miss you more than words can say and I wish I could have seen you once more because there is still so much I need to say.
I miss all the things we did together and the laughs we shared,
And to this day I think about it at times and smile as I cry,
Because I know memories I have of you are strong and will never die.

I want you to know that you will always have that special place in my heart and I will never forget everything you have done for me,
You were and still are an amazing mother,
And you were the best possible mother any mother could be.
I know you are in heaven and I can feel you shining down on me with the warm rays of the sun shining down on my face,
And I want you to know that I will never let anyone and no one could ever take your place.

I miss you Mom and I love you very much.

With love always & forever,

Your Son Bobby.

©2013 Bobby Brownlie