Live A Day In My Shoes

by Maori Warrior5   Apr 18, 2013


Every morning I wake up from my nightmare sleep & find it hard to get out of bed,
All of these extremely horrible past & future flashbacks are stressing & clouding my head.

Even on my anti-depressants I feel all of me turn into an emotionless zombie inside,
I try everything I can to stop feeling like this but I can't, so all I can do is not show it & try to hide.

The doctors tell me that the mental illness i've can be cured & it's treatable,
But behind closed doors the doctors don't see bad emotions, it's very unspeakable.

I constantly wish the people who made this hell hapqen to me could make up for what they did or if not badly pay,
But seeing it
When all I want to do is wake up one day & it'll all be gone away.

The best person that I have in my life right now is my fiancee who makes my life easier & better with every passing day,
He's the first ever person to understand me & to treat like i'm a normal person, when i'm depressed he knows what to say to me to make everything okay.

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  • 11 years ago

    by Rohit Sapra

    If I am not wrong the emotions expressed in these verses sound as you are going through Bi-polar disorder. I know because I take anti-depressants too. It happens due to chemical imbalance in the brain. Yes, it can surely be cured because I have been taking medication for it too since last 13 years. Now, I am much better and leading a normal life. Although, in this form of depression it becomes really tough to make friends. You are really lucky that you have someone special in your life who actually understands you. Never lose hope and I really liked these poetic verses written by you.

  • 11 years ago

    by Lostlove1

    Nice rhyme going on in this poem, but more than that is the message inside.

    No one knows what emotional baggage the other person carries around with them.

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