My life these past few months

by Angel   Apr 18, 2013


I can put on the smile,
And act like I don't care.
But the truth is that the pain,
Is always there.

The scars I have,
Will never be gone.
They will stay with me for life,
No matter how long.

Who the hell am I?
Is the question I always ask.
Because I know there is more to me,
Than the girl behind the mask.

My life was good,
Until he tore out my heart.
And I've made more cuts,
On my wrist that is scarred.

But all I feel is love,
When I should feel hate.
And it's hard to forget,
And start a clean slate.

My parents have said it,
That they don't care.
But yet they say,
They're always there.

So screw my life,
It doesn't matter anymore.
I'll go back to being depressed,
Like I was before.

I haven't cut, I get along with my parents and he broke up with me again.

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  • 11 years ago

    by Love Fallacy

    Lots of personal emotion in this piece. I have gone through this type of situation (the break up with your true love deal, not the cutting/parents).

    Let me tell you from experience, there is always someone else. I honestly know you may not want to hear that, but its true. Keep your chin up and you will find that mr right.

    • 11 years ago

      by Angel

      Thank you sweetie but the problem is that he is mr right. im just waitting for him to be ready

    • 11 years ago

      by Angel

      Thank you sweetie but the problem is that he is mr right. im just waitting for him to be ready

    • 11 years ago

      by Angel

      Thank you sweetie but the problem is that he is mr right. im just waitting for him to be ready

    • 11 years ago

      by Angel

      Thank you sweetie but the problem is that he is mr right. im just waitting for him to be ready

  • 11 years ago

    by TSI25

    Such a classic tale of heartbreak at the hands of an ex boyfriend, self mutilation, and domestic troubles is essentially par for the course on this website, however youve effectively incorporated a couple pieces and phrases that i find mildly more nuanced than the usual fare. overall its pretty good.

  • 11 years ago

    by Gwen

    I really liked how the words flow smoothly, it's very expressive too

  • 11 years ago

    by Britt

    You had a very good message with expressing your emotions, and I could tell it was definitely a release. Good for not cutting, that's not something that will every truly heal you. Keep focusing on poetry to be your therapy, it does help! :)

  • 11 years ago

    by Gone Forever

    Amazing. Message me baby girl. It'll all be okay 5/5

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