I want to scrawl patterns and create my own personal art across this hated body of mine
^Obviously this is meant to be a dark line, how you wish to I'm assuming cut yourself? Which I sure hope you never would feel this way but anyway, I love how poetic this is, scrawling patterns of your own personal art. Brilliant &creative.

I can't imagine it's easy when there's something in your past that you're constantly reminded of, one that is like a permanent scar. Sometimes these things aren't something we can move on from, it may take us a very long time to recover from it because it affected our entire life.

When you say you wish for that one second of silence, I know how you feel. There are just some days I want to be in silence, too.. it definitely does cure a lot of emotions and such, it can do wonders. Perhaps give you a break from this tailspin that your mind is in or maybe just give you that time to think and come to terms with certain things.

I once again love this form, and you do hide so much I feel. You always are the sweetest person, strong and always seem to be happy. You should not give up because you are incrediably strong no matter how much you believe it. We all go through our struggles and such, but there's always friends family & God to help us through, right? :D

Lovely poem :)