Im starting to lose him
my precious heart
he weakened me
he abused me
untill he got tired
he seduced me
untill he regained strength
now he spits
hisses and crunches
across my emotions
so what?
what did i do?
i gave love
trying patience
in return he gave it back
crawling with worms
spewing rotten water
hiding biting snatching
i still give love
it always gets thrown
out my window
out my soul
out my broken body
down into his sadistic smirk
my heart loves blood
he loves torture
but i cant handle the pain
