Goodbye My Love

Dedication: The one I wrote this about might find out on his own or not, but I won't tell him, because my weakness will either be the reason I still let myself love him, or walk away for the best!!!

What's best for you
Won' be what's for me
But all that I can see
Is what will make you happy
I don't wanna lose you
But I can't chase you
If it's not the right thing to do
What I want the most
Is for you to be happy

My heart is breaking
Tears are falling
The ache is bounding
The knife is tempting
And as I bang my fist on my knee
Because we just can't be
The pain grows every minute
Counter attacking
Leaving me in dying pain

If it comes to goodbye
I won't let you see me cry
You won't know the pain I'm in
And when you ask me why
As I reach for the handle bar
The door knob
The way out
And away from together
My heart will slice again
Another crack
Because my heart is breaking
Our love is slipping
I have to throw it away
So you and them will be okay
And you'll be happy
The best for you given there forth

But just so you know
I do care so

Your name scripted across my heart as I go