I fake my happiness
I fake my laugh
I fake my smile
Where did I fail?
I was once happy
What did I do wrong?
I want to be happy again
I've been depressed for 3 years
Its hard to remember something that has been gone for so long
"I'm cold" that was my excuse for wearing long shirts and jackets
So you wouldn't see my scars
But it's summer now I can't keep saying I'm cold
How much longer will this lie hold?