I Tried

Why do you hate me
I've tried so hard
To live in the light
And hide from the dark

You're pushing me away
It's pulling me near
You want me to die
Tell me I don't belong here

I should have known
You could never love me
I'm so sad and depressed
Your full of joy and always happy

I tried for you
But it was never enough
I'm numb again
And my hearts never been this tough