Have you ever wanted to talk to someone and couldn't. Just get their attention so they knew that you still think about them, but you can't. You write them an entire page of memories and "this is what I am doing now", but can't press send. This will haunt me forever, especially since I'm still talking about it.
In arms reach, but I can't move any closer,
why did it have to end like this,
seeing your face on my screen for the first time in a year,
our ignorance was bliss,
I am poison to you and your kids,
this is something I unwillingly understand,
but I'm glad you had a smile on your face,
words from a heart-broken man.
