My unanswerable plea

Tonight i stand below my sky,
my canvas a stormy blue,
my eyes fixated upon one star,
distant yet shining threw.

majestic and so beautiful,
the warmth in chilling air,
the beacon of true understanding,
with a caring forever there.

in the midst of this soulful background,
my wish now ever growing,
like wispy clouds I'm torn apart,
with the doubt of never knowing.

to stand below in such silence,
feeling a hearts wish sent above,
demanding a much impossible reply,
to return my grandparents love.