Descending

Everyday i sit in shade
from the light i cannot go
each night i slowly fade
until i have nothing more to show

an outline of the past
half the soul i once were
my strength now at its last
death now an idea i prefer

I'm locked inside a cage
a hell within my mind
each thought now turns to rage
were happiness used to shine

my anger is always rising
as so called friends flee around
my future now not surprising
to the devil my soul is bound

now only hate surrounds
with deceit and all this pain
descending deep underground
away from gods rule of reign

all i am and ever once was
now he is surely to attain
for now this o so pale boy
will slowly die in vein