Suicide note

Here it is
here is my suicide note
it might make you sad
it might make mad
but what ever happens
know that I love you guys
you know who you are
I'm sorry for this
but I've been strong for far to long
I can't take it any more
my life is falling apart
I don't know who I am any more
if I am myself
or if I'm some body else
for the ones who care about me I'm sorry
know that I'll always love you guys
I will be looking out for you
I'll be your guardian angel
or demon
but I'll be looking up to you
to the strong ones
if I mean anything to you
then please don't do anything
that's the last thing I want
please don't fallow me
don't do what I'm going to do
or what I did
but know I love you
and I'll always love you
you guys mean the world to me