I find my life cold and without meaning
something in this world that's become so demeaning
No one to share my heart with as it beats alone
My world lacks my better half as if I must atone
An empty shell of the man i use to be
Is there no one out there that can truly understand me
These past years growing as if needing no one
Secretly hiding all the pain its so close to being done
Could there be a better way to stop the tears
Or is this everything just as I have feared
The light in my life darkened and my soul exposed
Thinking it could never go my way constantly apposed
When my body tosses and turns as i sleep
Can she not see how the pain runs so deep
Trapped in the mind of a child
Love could never save me I've turned wild
Now who could stop the rage
Honestly feeling like I'm stuck in the cage
