It's Here and Now

The time has come
For me to stop trying
I've broken down so much
It doesn't even feel like I'm crying

The moment I've waited for
It's here and now
No time for questions
Or figuring out how

The seasons are changing
Leaving me behind
I'm left tired and weary
No peace in my mind

The shadows are so clear
They call to me
Whispers of seduction
And pleads of insanity

The space I call home
No longer speaks
Memories of broken dreams
And feeling so weak

The way I once lived
Isn't enough anymore
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to lay bleeding on the floor