I open my eyes just to close them so much betrayal. I despise you but i love you i wanna leave but i cant. I know a secert you left me in the dark i wanna hurt you bad but i cant. Your an undercover lover but you told me forever we will stand. The moment that you knew i was free handed you took all you could. When i wanted you to man up you ran. Iam afraid to love you but cant stand to be away. You pulled me in just to hide that deep down you are gay. You gave me a ring to shut me up now i feel like a slave. Iam dying on the inside but every day i pretend. Iam sick to my stomach and this pain that iam holding in why me. i look at you in the night wondering are you thinking of me are him. How sick and twisted your life must truly be. But in my heart i cant shake free my heart belongs to you but its breaking daily. So this is to you my undercover lover my feelings for you are real. But i could never let you have me in the way you have the men. My life is all a lie and iam dying deep within
