Wow, I could relate to this completely!!! 100/100 Two thumbs up and all my toes :) I love it love it love it, this really got me wake, it spoke to my heart, my heart's scars and wounds and gashes that everyone told me it would be fine through every lose friendship, beating, and losing a lover's heartbreak and so on, we're not fine and we feel like how DARE they tell us that, I've had these thoughts and feelings buzzing in my heart so often and for so long, feelings that won't go away and are unbearable, sorry, I got a head of myself there, babbling on, lol, outstanding poem and I can't wait to read more of yours and your going on my favorite writer's list :)!!!