I saw you at the train station today.
You looked happier than ever before,
holding your girl's hands
and then it hit me:
I never managed to
make you smile like that.
Ten years ago,
we swore we'd always be together
no matter what.
But reality breaks bones
and it does not compare to
our dreams built upon sand.
You left me here
wondering what more
I could have done
so that you'd stay instead,
thinking I had never been enough
for you.
I saw you at the train station today.
You were on your own,
I suppose you don't have a boyfriend
and then it hit me:
I was the one to blame
for the sadness in your eyes.
Ten years ago,
I swore that I would never leave you
no matter what.
I wanted to keep my word
and prove everyone wrong
but your unconditional love
and the way you said my name
made me realize that
even though I loved you
more than anything else,
I would never feel good enough
for you.
