The visions I think in my head,
The sights I see that can't be said.
Haunting and shaking,
I'm losing my mind.
help me im scared,
no Im not fine.
i try to sleep,
i want to breathe,
but none of it works under this melody.
children crawling,
teething my soul,
noises outside,
unexplainable.
what im hearing,
what im thinking,
wont leave my mind
for the rest of my life.
i imagine a place,
that rids me of my thinking,
my mind spinning around
haunted by something,
evil and dark,
fangs that are sharp.
it's under my bed,
is it inside my head?
i cant stop imagining these sights,
i fully understand,
but i can't stop the system,
something alive,
under the spell,
ive become my own victim.
why i imagine these things that kill me,
why i let myself believe,
of these thoughts that im thinking,
my blood i am drinking,
rid me of my mind.
-Tessa Hazzard
