All I did was cry.
Cut and slowly die.
Then one morning,
I was taken avast,
by a saviour and friend,
to help me at last.
He looked into my eyes,
he said with a smile,
don't believe their lies,
don't you dare try to cry.
At that moment,
he touched my hand
we looked into eachothers eyes.
His soft warm lips,
a lovely iss,
everything so divine.
I loved him,
as he loved me.
away went my problems,
I felt so free.
Laughing and smiling,
every single day,
the sun always shining,
my soul was refining.
I trusted him,
with every secret I keep,
I dreamt about him,
when I fell to sleep.
One day, one hour,
it happened so fast,
he left in an instant,
out the door, out the back.
I screamed for his name,
as the monitor beeped,
my love was so gone,
away in the dream.
All the pills were missing,
the cupboards were empty,
I couldn't save him,
when it was time for him to save me.
I had gotten better,
he only worse,
I blame it all to me,
My life is a curse.
Coming back to me,
All on that day,
I took my old razor,
And I sliced away.
I wrote in a note,
That I placed in his coffin,
I'll be there soon,
The knife will soften.
My blood dripping quickly,
with anger and might,
I'm dead on the floor,
I didn't want to fight.
I'm back with him,
Dancing in the clouds,
Ever so freely,
Gone from the crowd
-Tessa Hazzard
