I remember years ago,
When I didn't feel so numb.
I remember when I didn't feel like I am nothing inside.
Yet so many years ago it all changed.
I learned the hard way what sadness truly feels like.
I figured out horrifyingly how much it took to break me.
I'm broken now.
I've fallen so hard and far down into the darkness that I don't see light anymore.
The walls are caving on in and collapsing onto me.
I can't breathe anymore, I'm trapped inside of myself.
I've been taken over by this monster that sucks all the life out of me.
Happiness is getting deeper into my memory each day- I'm forgetting what it feels like.
I'm screaming trying to get out but I can't.
Depression has won my battle.
I can't keep fighting this anymore, I'm too weak.
I'm drowning and no one can save me...
Not even myself.
