You

I remember it still, it was over a year ago.
You were done... you lacked interest in me.
Months went by, I would always think about you.
I remember the loneliness that kept me awake at night.
I remember the tears I shed because of your absence.
All hurting so much, I felt numb.
You were the only thing that kept me alive, and you were gone. So the life in me went away too.

One day it all changed again.
The shocking action you made.
Was it real? Were you really talking to me after all of the months I longed for you to come back?
Someone pinch me this must be imaginary.
It wasn't though, it was beautiful.
& so once again I fell for your perfectness.

Now here we are, still loving each other just as much as from the start.
You will never know how much of a blessing you are to me.
Or how many times I stopped the pain I inflict on myself, because of you.
The reason that I hold on anymore is for you.
I have no other.
I'm dead inside, but sometimes when I talk to you I feel alive again.
The girl you once loved so much is gone, but I still love you.

I just hope in the future I'll still love you as much, if not, more than now.
You were different from the start.
Even though you left and went off for quite some time, the fact you came back I will never forget.
& I hope that one day, I can meet you.
The scent of you escaping all over me.
The warm embrace of your arms.
Don't lose me along the way... if you give up, I will give up on myself too.